It's not what I supposed it is
I don't know how to explain this, but it's not a good feeling. I was so disappointed. Maybe because of the great expectation. I guess you can't really know someone that much, especially when you have not even had a conversation with him. Everyone might look perfect and adorable, but once you know them, they might be just someone who was not worth the admiration. For whatever reason, I am hurt. I don't know exactly if it is because of the snob attitude or it is because I was humiliated. There is nothing wrong in admiring people right? So why are some people not able to handle it without hurting others? I'M NOT ANGRY, I'M JUST HURT. Not everyone deserves to be treated special because some people does not know how to appreciate it. Well, I'll just stop with this. I might be carried by my emotions. What I have to do know is to pray for him, for forgiveness, for acceptance and be willing to understand.