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At Twenty

Things change, people change and as time passes by, our perspective about people and things changes too. We are all growing old and up. Some may take a lot more years to be grown up, others might take only a few. It does not matter because what's important is that we have that point in our lives when we finally realize that we've changed from being the child who always dream to the matured one who's making that dream come true. At twenty, I can say that I have already passed the transition stage. Now, I view things differently in a better way. I noticed that there are particular aspects of life that looks really different this time: love; relationship; commitment; career; and success. As I grow up, these matters unraveled their true meaning or should I say, accurate meaning to me. It's in the way I talk about these things to other people that made me realize how much my perspective changed. LOVE In high school, I say "Love is magic." when asked wh

After A While

I have been wanting to write this for so long. But I never got enough motivation to do so. Now, after watching a whole season of a TV series, I know I'm ready to write. For the past months I believe I'm not truly okay. There are certain things that happened which hurt me and made it hard for me to be okay. For some, it might not be a big deal but for me, being betrayed by a friend is a big deal. Everyone might have experienced the same… trusting someone, telling them almost everything about you, letting them know the deep parts of yourself especially your thoughts and feelings and suddenly, they do something that makes you want to take everything back. It is painful. It makes you feel like you're a mess for deciding to trust them. Everything just makes you feel like you are such a disappointment. It is indeed a risk to befriend someone and with that comes the responsibility for making that friendship real. Years, months, weeks, days...it's not determined by &qu

Hindi Ka Na Naman Mister

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"Bakit ka ganyan? Nakakainis ka." Paulit-ulit kong sinabi sayo yun paglabas ko ng pinto. Sobra ka naman kasi e...sobrang sweet. At sobrang napasaya mo ako. Ang hirap mag-isip ng sasabihin kasi nakakatameme talaga hanggang ngayon. Thank you! Hindi ko akalaing may makakaappreciate sakin gaya ng kung paano mo ako iappreciate. Hindi ko inasahan na may gagawa ng mga sweet na bagay para sa akin katulad ng mga ginagawa mo. Hindi ko inexpect na sasagutin agad ni God yung panalangin ko. Isa lang 'to sa mga sobrang sweet na ginawa mo at kahit paulit-ulit na ako, gusto ko pa rin sabihin na naappreciate ko...sobra. Salamat.
That night, you asked her what song does she dedicates to you. She didn't answer. Not that there is nothing she can say, but that moment is not enough to list all the songs that she want to sing to you. The past days have been enough to remember and list some of those: 1.  Little Things - Colbie Caillat " The little things you do to me Are taking me over, I wanna show ya Everything inside of me Oh, like a nervous heart that is crazy beating." 2.  Say it Again - Marie Digby " Say it again for me Cause I love the way it feels when you are Tellin' me that I'm The only one who blows your mind Say it again for me It's like the whole world stops to listen When you tell me you're in love Say it again" 3. Cherish - MYMP "Cherish the thought of always having you here by my side Baby, I cherish the joy you keep bringing into my life I'm always singing it Cherish your strength you got the power to make me feel good
Gusto natin maging masaya. Sino ba naman sa atin ang gusto ng kalungkutan? Dahil dito, mas pinipili nating tingnan ang kagandahan ng mga bagay at mas gusto nating umasa na lahat ay magiging maayos. Sapat na nga bang piliin at umasa sa "bright side" sa lahat ng pagkakataon? O kailangan din namang maging bukas sa realidad ng buhay na hindi parating maliwanag? Simula nung unang namulat ang mata ko sa kalungkutan ng buhay, itinatak ko sa aking isip na kailangan kong tingnan ang "bright side" ng kalungkutang nararanasan ko. Hanggang sa matutunan kong maging tunay na masaya, naniwala ako sa "bright side". Kadikit nun ang pag-asa kong lahat ng mangyayari sa akin ay may "bright side". Ngunit ngayong unti-unti ko nang naiintindihan ang realidad ng buhay, unti-unti rin nawala sa mga pangyayari ang kinang ng "bright side" nito. Ilang beses na din na naging blanko na ang lahat, wala ni katiting na liwanag. Tila nawalan ng silbi ang mga mata ko

How To Be A Sister

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There will always be that moment when you'll finally realize that what you're doing is wrong and that it's time to change. I have a sister. She's three years younger than me. All my life, I know, I have never been a good sister to her. She always tell me, "Buti pa sa ibang tao, mabait ka. Sa akin, hindi." She's right. I was always mad at her. I can't trace why I treat her so rude. In fact, I can still remember how happy I am when I first saw her...our bunso. We grew almost apart. I rarely talk to her and I don't usually help her with her academic requirements. Nevertheless, she was always there for me. Whatever help I needed  from her and whatever favor I asked, she's willing to give. She was always the better sister and I really admire her for being so nice to me even though I don't reciprocate the kindness. Lately, our family has been through something. It was painful and hard for everyone but we all stayed strong. One weekend

Surprise! (Part 1)

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Valentine's Day is coming and I listed some surprise ideas for your special someone. It's just the first part and I'll do my best to finish the second part this week. If you want to ask anything about the surprise, just contact me. Also, if you're planning to do one of these surprises, I'd be willing to help you :) Sorry if I made this as if the guy is the one who's planning the surprise but girls, you can still do these surprises for your guy. ·           LOVE IS IN THE AIR. Use balloons for your surprise. You can put as many as you can in a room, maybe it would be sweet if she’ll wake up with all the balloons in her room or she’ll come home with it. You can also make it sweeter and cheesier by attaching photos in the balloons or putting notes inside each of the balloons. ·          HEARTS AND CRAFTS. This one takes more effort which makes it more special. Ø   Make a scrapbook about your love story or about how special she is to you. Put pic