✿ girl with the short hair ✿

Before the exams come, I wanted to write about something I have been doing since the past week. It is something exciting for me because it's for my future husband. Oh yes, I am so futuristic haha. I always dream of my future life whenever I get a chance. It was really a good thing for me to imagine anything because it helps me to relax. It was just an idea of writing love letters in Filipino, then it became a challenge to create a romantic love letter. Suddenly, I came to think of dedicating the letters to my future husband. I don't have any idea who he is, but hopefully someday he would appreciate the letters. I have written three letters and I want to write more whenever I feel the need to tell him something. It's sweet for me and maybe for all hopeless romantic out there. Not everyone would appreciate things like that, but it's a gift. Someday, when I am already married to him, I'd be very glad to present all of those to him. One of my favorite lines is:

I really don't have plans on writing today but something inside me wants to say something. I am not that busy or problematic the past few days, maybe it's just that I want to talk to someone about anything but I can't find the right person or the right thing to talk about. It is the start of the week and I'm feeling this way. This is somehow bothering so I'd better let it out. These past days have not been full of worries. I may say that those were some of the "lightest days" of the semester. I've had a lot of time to think while walking to class, to prepare my own meal, to check on what things I needed for the coming days plus the time that I had to go home last weekend. I want to experience a lot of things, to do what I haven't done, to break the rules and don't care about what others might say but I CAN'T. I've always been the obedient kid because I don't want to be blamed for being stupid. I AM AFRAID. People around me mig